Weight of the World, N.K. Smith’s
third novel in the Old Wounds series continues with the heart wrenching story
of Sophie and Elliot and their attempts at acquiring some type of normalcy in
their lives. Sophie has made some progress by refraining from drugs and sex but
struggles to deal with her Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. Through Sophie’s increased closeness with
Elliot, it becomes clear that Elliot has a lot bottled up inside of him that is
boiling to the precipice.
Elliot opens up a little to
Sophie and tells her about living with his overly religious, brutal father but
holds back from telling her the whole story. Through the author’s switch of
narrator from Sophie to Elliot, the reader is allowed to step into Elliot’s
mind and understand him better.
Sophie has found herself in a new
position where someone in her life needs her for more than just her body and
she’s not sure how to handle it. She chooses sobriety and self control for
Elliot’s sake, begins to love him and hate herself for not being “right” for
him. Meanwhile, she continues to deal with her father’s attempts to patch their
relationship and her therapists’ attempt at getting her to talk about subjects
she’d rather bury.
The end of this novel left me
with an aching heart, a few tears in my eyes and a deep need to find out what
happens next. There is so much more to uncover about Sophie and Elliot and
their seriously disturbed childhoods. I truly look forward to reading the next instalment
of this amazing series.